Yes, I'm alive. I know it is a little awkward, like the boyfriend who had nothing else to do but call you relentlessly until you gave in to his advances only to quietly disappear after an amazing series of dates. Yes, I'm like him (or her) and like him (or her) I still love you so I have come back to beg you for forgiveness.
Will you all take me back and laugh at my jokes? Please say yes!
What kind of apology would this be if I did not have a list of excuses for my disappearance? which leads me to today's blog posts.
New year's resolutions.
Again, I know I'm tardy for the party, but for those who know me out of the virtual world know this end of the year has been full of happiness, lots of sadness and most of all reflection on how to improve my life. I know that most of you did your own end of the year evaluations and have new things you want to do, so I will share the most important one on my list. Ha, you can tell I make lots of lists.
Priority number one: I want to share.
I'm not a sharing type, I'm not particularly selfish, and shy is a really strange thing to call myself, I don't think shy is the adjective, more awkward and guarded than shy. I think I'm more of a closeted drama queen. I'm neurotic, distracted and always in my head, if that weren't bad enough I'm a perfectionist. Yes, a perfectionists that is so terrified of failure that would rather give up on doing things they love if they are not doing them Perfectly. Including this blog.
Which brings me to sharing, I want to share stupid jokes, I want to talk to my fiends about my imperfections and fears, I want to share my writing even if I make spelling mistakes. I would like to speak Russian even if I have to start by watching Russian cartoons and reading children's books. I want to be myself and share myself with the world. (Note, thank you, but I don't like you in that way)
Some of my friends are able to get the best out of me, and I want to continue to cultivate these and new friendships by being open to failure, because as much as I hate it, failure is a current part of my life, or anyone's life for that matter. I want to share my ridicule with the world, simply because it will never go away, we might as well get a laugh.
So if I haven't written the word sharing enough, I want to share this blog with you. Because I actually love this blog and hopefully it will become one of the most amusing things I can do without thinking too much about it. Don't you love it when you simply don't have to think?
Are you convinced yet?
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